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Well it is Friday and my week of stress leave is coming to an end. I have dressed properly today - it is nice to feel neat and tidy again. I have begun the process today to become a part timer for LDS Family Services and I am feeling good about that, althoguh I don't know how it is going to fit into the whole 'Full time work earning money to pay the mortgage' kind of thing. We will wait and see....

I upset the twins last night - on the way home from the YW activity I stopped into visit Gaylynn, our Bishops wife and ended up staying for 2 hours. The girls didn't know where I was and Alyssa was totally fine with it but the twins were all teary and worried sick when I got home... Hmmm. a good lesson for them, I thought.

How mean is that!?!?!? The lesson was to listen to their instincts, ask for help and try to keep their emotions under control. they briefly discussed that I might have been visiting Gaylynn, but noone called there or walked up the street to see.

I know them intimately. I don't know everything there is to know about them, but they are so much like me that I totally know how their minds work! We can be rid of so much heartache and fear if we learn how to calm down, voice our concerns and take it out of our heads.... I have learned that a lot, but they haven't yet. And that is not surprising of course, they are only 15. but I want them to learn it before they are divorced and 30.