It is Thursday and I am at home because CJ has a temperature again and I figured I better get him checked out. I could have said that I would work from home, but I just don't have that much enthusiasm for work these days. So I decided to take the time to catch up on errands etc... or course I will go in for a meeting at 11 that I can't miss, but apart from that I have the joy of a day that I can do whatever I want - and of course scrapbooking is one of those things.
I have begun working on my manifesto page - and it has really got me thinking. I have always made things. When I was a young girl in Otorohanga and we went on our regular outings to the public library and my (younger) sister Francie would get a huge stack of books well above her age, I could get cake decorating books and things to make and do books and books full of creative objects just to oooh and aaah over.
Since then I have done a million different things - from cross stitch to dolls to painting to wood work... lets see if I can find some pictures. 
This is a birthday cake I made for
CJ when he was 4 or so... like so many projects when I have done them once I don't have much desire to do that thing again!

One of my 'small business ventures' was 'Best Friends' when we were in
Blacktown,
NSW where I made these dolls and sold them to gift type stores.

After I moved back to NZ my mum and I
had 'Calico Cupboard' where I designed and we made a large range of
wall hangings, mini-quilts and dolls.

After my divorce one of the things I did was start to take classes. The first one was woodwork (loved it!!) and then after that dry pastels... here is one of the ones I did and the photo that I was copying - not bad
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but there have been so many other things. I am going to do a mini album covering as many of these things as I can. I remember making little soft toys out of felt, designing and making clothes for dolls and then later for myself, stenciling, mini quilts, painting, sketching with pencil, pen and wash pictures, padded frames and folders, distressed frames, raffia hats, photography, jewellery making, designing and making babies clothes (Custard Kids), Calligraphy, bridal ware for a shop in Brisbane, painted craftwood shapes and I am sure there are others that I have forgotten. And there are others that I have wanted to do and have not had the chance - silk painting, dried flower arranging (Hmm these are pretty much out of fashion now aren't they!)
So why? Why have I always needed to make things, to create? I believe it is just my personality, a part of me that cannot be ignored. It is as important to me as eating and breathing. When I was studying I didn't find any time for creativity and I really suffered. That was when I started scrapbooking.
I had bought some supplies when I visited Sharon in the Sates about 6 months earlier but had not pulled them out. It was the day that I bought my first colour printer (actually my only colour printer since I am still using it!) and I wanted to test it out. I took some photos of Alyssa with my 6 month old digital camera (also bought in the States) and printed them off. It was so exciting that I needed to scrapbook them right away. Here is my first ever page:
After that I made a page a day for several months. I was hooked. And scrapbooking is different from all of the other 'crafts' I have indulged in. I can't imagine ever giving up on it and not scrapbooking again, and I can't imagine ever getting sick of it! I have been doing it now for about 2 1/2 years (Is that right?) and that is longer than any of the others except photography (which will never end!) and sewing (which my girls won't let me give up!).
I love that each new page is a new start and can have some shared features with other pages or be something completely new. I don't have to follow any rules except own (if I ever get round to telling you my manifesto you will find out!) and I can change anything I want to at any time.
I just love making things -producing something new from my own mind and hands and imagination; making something that looks wonderful and evokes people emotions; exercising my mind and eyes and brain and imagination; being talented and creative. Yes I believe my creativity is a gift - something I was born with. I didn't learn it, or be taught it, or desire it and seek after it, it has just always been there.
And no matter what medium I am using there is a common thread... the thoughts I have been able to put together while working on my Manifesto
- There are no rules or boundaries, only guidelines
- Guidelines can be ignored at any time
- The work will be, at least in part, original
- The work will please your eye and your heart
- There are no mistakes - just keep going until you know you are finished
Yes. I feel satisfied. That is it. .
Now I need to finish the page. BYE!